( he's definitely better than he used to be. due in no small part to Maya herself. it's hard to deny the supernatural when your best friend is a medium capable of completely taking on the form of the dead. there's no science-ing your way out of that one.
proud of himself? never. or, okay, maybe a little. usually the one forgetting what he wants to say, losing his train of thought, and stammering over his own feet is Peter. it's pretty new to have it the other way around, though to be fair he won't hold it over her head...
too much. frankly, it's impossible not to do it a little, she's tiny and that isn't his fault. )
They say practice makes perfect. ( PETER, s t o p. hopefully this kiss is horrible and Maya decides she never wants to try again. at least, it won't take multiple tries to please the mistletoe. he's not quite as cavalier as he lets on, though, with the fact it is her first kiss. it's not a shock, actually, though it leaves a slight flutter to his heartbeat to realize that it's a big responsibility. oh good, he even found responsibility in making out. literally, only Peter Parker.
for a first kiss, it isn't fancy. he has to tilt her chin up just to make it possible to kiss her, their heights working against them. not enough to make it impossible, though, and the kiss is short as it is sweet. he can already feel the magic slipping away when he tries to gauge her reaction, dark eyes both hopeful and a hair nervous. ) Horrible? ( he whispers, because of course when in doubt: make a joke at your own expense. )
[ honestly, it's probably karma that she gets to be the stammering losing her train of thought dweeb for once, while he teases her and holds it over her head. it's not something that happens to maya a lot -- she's able to roll with a lot -- but romance is one of those things she has zero experience in, thus making her very easy to fluster. ]
Practice..... how many times are you planning to do this?! [ funny, though, when she thinks about it, she might not mind if it's more than once. his lips touch hers as he awkwardly contours down so that their faces are level -- it's short and not how she'd imagined it to be from movies, but it still leaves her feeling warm and flushed and like there's something in her chest. she kind of wants to stick her leg out in the air like it's a disney movie, too, but it passes too quickly. ]
Well.... [ she's not actually meaning to tease him in this very rare scenario, the little pause is more her trying to process how she feels about it. ] .... It was... kinda nice. Except, I think my lips were kinda dry... did they feel kinda dry to you?
[ she still feels warm, and she's still stammering a little. huh. ]
( that's a dangerous question to ask a boy, Maya. when given an option between one kiss and many, it would take a rare kind to err on the side of one and done. Peter is a whole lot of things — heroic to a fault, a huge sufferer of survivor's guilt, not half as funny as he thinks he is, and a horrible indoor skateboarder — but above the simple and expected desires of a male his age? mmm, no, he's not that.
that said, his excessive interest in the activity and experience in it besides, the kiss is indeed quite short. maybe it's not as stunningly romantic that way, but coerced into canoodling through disruptive magical plants sort of killed the romance before they even started. he'd rather know it is something she wants instead of something she feels obligated to agree to.
a moment is long enough for him to wonder, and silence is rarely to be taken as a good sign, yet the momentary panic is quelled as she decides it wasn't so bad after all. he's relieved and reassured all at once, though really, what was he expecting? she asks him about whether her lips seemed dry and perhaps it's the scientist in him that has to verify his findings before he can elaborate on them, but with the knowledge one kiss had been "kinda nice" Peter seems inclined for the second to be more on the edge of "more or less enjoyable".
so the second kiss is less fleeting, less testing, less inquiring, less to impress a plant and more simply because he wants to. because he's wanted to for longer than he likes to think about. it's a dangerous edge he's teetering on, but when it comes down to it, it's also an edge he's never been any good at not jumping straight off of sooner or later. )
[ it's hard not to let her mind wander --- this is all new to her, it's a scenario they've both been forced into, and it's not how she imagined her first (and second) kiss would go. it's frankly not something she even thought about too much -- despite being a teenage girl, she's never really had a huge interest in romance. in fact, prior to meeting phoenix, she's hardly even know any boys. and despite that -- the lack of experience, the lack of teenage girl daydreams, she can't think about anything else but that kiss right now. ]
[ or how soft his lips were. she actually starts to lick hers before he presses in for another one --- somehow, even though she sees him leaning it, it comes as a complete surprise to her. like it's never occurred to her that he'd willingly want to kiss her without the magic forcing them too. this time, despite being just as prepared (not at all), she does lean in, twining her fingers in his hair and pressing into the kiss. she's still kind of hesitant and shy, following his lead, but she makes a little contented noise in the back of her throat and closes her eyes. ]
( he's horrible about first kisses, apparently. Maya is welcome to air complaints. Gwen he'd peaced out literally seconds after thanks to a giant lizard attack without even an attempt at a goodbye. Stiles, he'd immediately started saying dumb shit about the chemical reactions in fireworks. jury's out on how he'll ruin this one but i believe that destructive power is still inside of him.
it probably should have occurred to her — he isn't the greatest at hiding feelings that creep up on him, and he's beyond pretending that he should be. his heart is a mangled, foolish thing — age and pain and experience hasn't managed to wring it out of him. she might not have considered it but he has, and maybe this wasn't the perfect set up, it was perfect for pushing past that last bit of resistance. the ingrained human fear of falling, before the push off the edge.
Peter Parker has always been too inclined toward the adrenaline of a fall.
knowing her as long as he has, Peter knows that some of her boisterous nature and easy confidence is more of a fake it til you make it situation. it is an unspoken vote of confidence that in a moment like this, she doesn't try to pretend she's more sure than she is. hesitant and shy can't manage to make the kiss any less sweet, and he smiles against her mouth at the endearing little noise she makes, though not long enough to require pulling away.
sense and propriety should dictate that making out in the halls of Oska Castle would be shortlived. it might be on Maya to be the one with sense and propriety since Peter is more inclined to enjoy the moment as long as she wants to share it. a horrific 'when you give a mouse a cookie' situation, though only slightly as selfish. after all, there's a lot to explore in a kiss when you're new to giving them. that's absolutely why he's so invested in it, right? that's a good alibi if anyone asks. )
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Date: 2017-11-26 07:49 am (UTC)proud of himself? never. or, okay, maybe a little. usually the one forgetting what he wants to say, losing his train of thought, and stammering over his own feet is Peter. it's pretty new to have it the other way around, though to be fair he won't hold it over her head...
too much. frankly, it's impossible not to do it a little, she's tiny and that isn't his fault. )
They say practice makes perfect. ( PETER, s t o p. hopefully this kiss is horrible and Maya decides she never wants to try again. at least, it won't take multiple tries to please the mistletoe. he's not quite as cavalier as he lets on, though, with the fact it is her first kiss. it's not a shock, actually, though it leaves a slight flutter to his heartbeat to realize that it's a big responsibility. oh good, he even found responsibility in making out. literally, only Peter Parker.
for a first kiss, it isn't fancy. he has to tilt her chin up just to make it possible to kiss her, their heights working against them. not enough to make it impossible, though, and the kiss is short as it is sweet. he can already feel the magic slipping away when he tries to gauge her reaction, dark eyes both hopeful and a hair nervous. ) Horrible? ( he whispers, because of course when in doubt: make a joke at your own expense. )
rises from the grave ig
Date: 2018-05-07 07:22 am (UTC)Practice..... how many times are you planning to do this?! [ funny, though, when she thinks about it, she might not mind if it's more than once. his lips touch hers as he awkwardly contours down so that their faces are level -- it's short and not how she'd imagined it to be from movies, but it still leaves her feeling warm and flushed and like there's something in her chest. she kind of wants to stick her leg out in the air like it's a disney movie, too, but it passes too quickly. ]
Well.... [ she's not actually meaning to tease him in this very rare scenario, the little pause is more her trying to process how she feels about it. ] .... It was... kinda nice. Except, I think my lips were kinda dry... did they feel kinda dry to you?
[ she still feels warm, and she's still stammering a little. huh. ]
splashes you with holy water
Date: 2018-05-08 04:23 am (UTC)that said, his excessive interest in the activity and experience in it besides, the kiss is indeed quite short. maybe it's not as stunningly romantic that way, but coerced into canoodling through disruptive magical plants sort of killed the romance before they even started. he'd rather know it is something she wants instead of something she feels obligated to agree to.
a moment is long enough for him to wonder, and silence is rarely to be taken as a good sign, yet the momentary panic is quelled as she decides it wasn't so bad after all. he's relieved and reassured all at once, though really, what was he expecting? she asks him about whether her lips seemed dry and perhaps it's the scientist in him that has to verify his findings before he can elaborate on them, but with the knowledge one kiss had been "kinda nice" Peter seems inclined for the second to be more on the edge of "more or less enjoyable".
so the second kiss is less fleeting, less testing, less inquiring, less to impress a plant and more simply because he wants to. because he's wanted to for longer than he likes to think about. it's a dangerous edge he's teetering on, but when it comes down to it, it's also an edge he's never been any good at not jumping straight off of sooner or later. )
wow
Date: 2018-06-08 03:04 am (UTC)[ or how soft his lips were. she actually starts to lick hers before he presses in for another one --- somehow, even though she sees him leaning it, it comes as a complete surprise to her. like it's never occurred to her that he'd willingly want to kiss her without the magic forcing them too. this time, despite being just as prepared (not at all), she does lean in, twining her fingers in his hair and pressing into the kiss. she's still kind of hesitant and shy, following his lead, but she makes a little contented noise in the back of her throat and closes her eyes. ]
this is some gay shit
Date: 2018-06-23 05:51 am (UTC)it probably should have occurred to her — he isn't the greatest at hiding feelings that creep up on him, and he's beyond pretending that he should be. his heart is a mangled, foolish thing — age and pain and experience hasn't managed to wring it out of him. she might not have considered it but he has, and maybe this wasn't the perfect set up, it was perfect for pushing past that last bit of resistance. the ingrained human fear of falling, before the push off the edge.
Peter Parker has always been too inclined toward the adrenaline of a fall.
knowing her as long as he has, Peter knows that some of her boisterous nature and easy confidence is more of a fake it til you make it situation. it is an unspoken vote of confidence that in a moment like this, she doesn't try to pretend she's more sure than she is. hesitant and shy can't manage to make the kiss any less sweet, and he smiles against her mouth at the endearing little noise she makes, though not long enough to require pulling away.
sense and propriety should dictate that making out in the halls of Oska Castle would be shortlived. it might be on Maya to be the one with sense and propriety since Peter is more inclined to enjoy the moment as long as she wants to share it. a horrific 'when you give a mouse a cookie' situation, though only slightly as selfish. after all, there's a lot to explore in a kiss when you're new to giving them. that's absolutely why he's so invested in it, right? that's a good alibi if anyone asks. )